I am drinking green tea instead of coffee because there is no cream. I hate that. As much as I want to be one of those people who drinks green tea in the morning and all the time I am not. I am a coffee drinker, the darker and more bitter the better.

Currently I am still 80% asleep and my coherence level is at about 30% thankfully I can spell check.
It is possible that my beast is returning to my workplace. She was my former boss and decided to step down due to her "health" an apparently rare auto immune disease where giant pustules formed on her arm...she did manage during her illness to create and publish a website about it as well as send out 30000 emails updating us on the topic. Strangely this health crisis disappeared shortly after her departure and never seemed to reemerge? But I am not a doctor nor scientist and frankly nor a psychologist so who knows, perhaps just a mystery of life. In any case, the damage is done. Yet again the administration seems to forget this and again I feel the hypocrisy and myopia of a corporate environment and life, and the fact that I exist in a twilight zone episode. So if she indeed does ascend to her throne again to pillage the kingdom of budding corporate wannabes, I am screwed. My current boss laughed, nudged me on the shoulder and between awkward smiles told me to be positive....I am not even sure how to interpret that coming from a person who has lived their life accomplished many of their desires and just wants to hang with their family? well sadly I am not so positive and need to collect a paycheck, and some benefits too in order to exist as an artist who works in an office....so positive or negative...there is my reality...
The irony is that many people keep telling me "oh she is better now...it won't be like last time" that may be true, I know the dalai lama has helped, but I say so would anti-psychotics...maybe....
cheers friends..off to work!

music: chirping